Mangabey

Any of several long-tailed monkeys of the genus Cercocebus, found chiefly in forests of western and central Africa.

“mangabey, n.” OED Online, Oxford University Press, March 2019, www.oed.com/view/Entry/113373. Accessed 21 March 2019.

I can’t say I didn’t know that I would lose someone I loved, but it still hits very hard. We all loose people in our lives, somehow we survive. Still it hurts every time.